My name is Maddy and I'm a 14 year old blogger.
This is my first EVER blog and I decided to make it because throughout the whole of my 14 years i have seen and experienced many things.
I have seen people at their highest and their lowest.
And I also have also been through a lot.
But back to the introduction, My hobbies include singing and laughing, my favorite food is frozen yogurt, I am a small person, my favorite animals are cats and guinea pigs and my dream is to become a YouTube vlogger/ beauty guru or a professional singer (well you know what they say, dream big or go home!)
But any way as a child between the ages of 8 - 12 i kept a diary where i ranted, roared and just spilled my emotions onto a page but about 4 weeks ago i was reading over it and i realized it was quite entertaining to read about my thoughts for example when i was eight my school teacher read us a Roald Dahl books and I remember finding all the big words that were simply made up by him which lead me to think why is it that to be smart you must use big words and so that night when I came home I wrote a 2 page argument on something as small as that but through the frequent spelling mistakes and odd punctuation mishap i realized what one of my biggest passions were, that i enjoyed writing freely written persuasive essays! Who knew? So continuing on the story, i did this for 5 years with little days missing and life was sweet, I mean i had a pretty good childhood I grew up in a Cristian family went to a Cristian primary school and was well behaved.. most of the time and that sounds good doesn't it? but even as a child people didn't see the cracks that were growing, tearing me apart.
But the cracks finally broke through end of grade 8 when i had a massive argument between me and my best friend at the time that lead to some very dark thoughts on some very dark nights, But i soon found a fresh start around semester 2 of grade 9 where i was finally able to be myself with new friends and peace had settled between me and my ex-best friend and i was slowly healing
but one day my new best friend was in tears and i was so confused and lost I didn't understand what was happening, 2 weeks later she told me she was leaving and i tried really hard to act unhurt but already i could feel the cracks growing again worrying that history would repeat itself and those dark nights would find their way back.
unfortunately i do not have the end to this story as you are now up to date with my past and have met me at the present.
I have 2 weeks left with my best friend and slowly but surely the cracks are spreading.
Sorry this turned out so depressing but the truth is i am trying really hard to be happy at the moment, to make the best out of every second.
A wise man once said:
(A day without laughter is a day wasted. - Charlie Chaplin)
So live life, laugh often and love much!
And thank you so much for checking out my new blog i hope you enjoyed my first blog post.
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